147"It’s so hard to talk when all you want to do is kill yourself. That’s above and beyond everything else, and it’s not a mental complaint - it’s a physical thing, like it’s physically hard to open your mouth and make the words come out. They don’t come out smooth and in conjunction with your brain the way normal people’s words do; they come out in chunks as if from a crushed-ice dispenser; you stumble on them as they gather behind your lower lip. So you just keep quiet." - It’s Kind of a Funny Story by Ned Vizzini (via meaningfulbookquotes)

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I broke the promise. I’m sorry.

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Everything’s going wrong today. I can’t take it. I don’t want to fucking exist anymore.

77"I love you. I love your soft voice, the delicate little roads of your mind. I love your sadness, your empathy, your capacity to feel. I love that you care for others through the pain of your own life. I love that you suffer in the open, I love that you do not lie, I love that you are honest with strangers. I hope that you find peace, and happiness, and one day joy. You’re going to be just fine." - Anonymous (via andwhisper)

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You make me feel like a horrible fucking person. You constantly degrade me, and for what? To empower yourself? No wonder she fucking hates you. I’m surprised you’re still here. I’m sick of your lies, exaggerations and arguments. You’re basically a pathological liar. At this point, I couldn’t care less if you left tomorrow. And honestly, most of the time I hate you too. I’m done with trying to feel something other than anger towards you. 

29"Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words? Have you ever had so many thoughts churning inside you that you didn’t dare let them escape in case they blew you wide open? Have you ever been so angry that you couldn’t look in the mirror for fear of finding the face of evil glaring back at you?" - Ellen Hopkins, Crank (via forestofvoices)

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It’ll never be the same; we’ll never be able to forget it all and be friends. I wish you would just open up to me and tell me everything. At least tell me the truth. I don’t understand how any of this happened. You say it had nothing to do with me, yet you ignore me for weeks. This is all just too complicated.

420"I can’t take it anymore. The waiting. The wanting. Something inside me snaps. I hate myself. I hate that I have to deal with this. I hate my life. And I hate how I can’t count on anyone to be completely there when I need them, exactly the way I need them to be." - Susane Colasanti (via mahalkitax3)

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488"You’re beautiful but you’re empty. No one could die for you." - The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint Exupéry (via decretum)

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I’ve been feeling so light-headed lately. Sometimes to the point where I feel like I’ll faint if I don’t stop what I’m doing and lie down. I don’t know why. I can’t concentrate right now. It’s happening again. I’m weak and confused. It’s pathetic. I’ve been getting numerous infections in the past couple weeks, it’s like my immune system has shut down. Everything is just going wrong. Please, make it stop.